Guess who is actually doing something social today.
Guess who had the shittest day today, remind me to never leave the house again
Why do you guys have to go and reblog this.
Because it reminds us never to leave the house
I cannot count how many times I’ve my life I have dared someone, BEGGED someone,
various people in fact,
to just hit me
Just to get the emotional abuse over with and make it stop.
That’s pretty fucking sad.
I really miss when I was so into anime and loved watching it every single day and finishing an entire show every weekend and it was SO MUCH FUN.
Because now almost everything about anime annoys the shit out of me. Even just gifs of it are annoying.
It just can’t be realistic enough for me to get into anymore and it sucks.
Words cannot do justice to the emotions this post is making me feel. If anyone can find happiness, it’s going to be you. Because you’re working for it.
Thanks so much. ;___; I feel like I’ve worked really hard to try and be happy my whole life, and it’s never worked out that well because I was stuck in this fucking house with her.
Simple because of my mother. She did her usual daily stress relief by talking shit about me to my sister since we’re starting to move out tomorrow.
She started with:
Of course, my sister called her on her bullshit and defended me the whole time.
But anyway. This whole event has made me really happy, because I’ve realized she just abuses me to make herself feel better about her own shitty, horrible life.
And how I am going to be such a better adult than her, and so fucking happy. Her hate on me just FUELS me work harder and be happier.
I am a mature, almost emotionally stable, hard working adult. I take my college classes, eat the best I can, and take every extra work hour I can get so I can save the money.
Basically my life is going to kick ass now that I’m moving out on my own.
“you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you”
finally, after years of searching, the person with the worst life ever is found. formally, they are granted permission to be sad. but only them. only they have earned it. no sads for anyone else at all ever