Bitterness is a paralytic.
19-years-old. Pisces. Pale skin. Dyed hair. Body mods. Starbucks barista/deli worker/college student. Lashana / Lotto. I like strangers and I'm friendly as fuck. Taken since December 3rd, 2011 and hopelessly in love with the sweetest, sexiest horror lover you'll ever meet. {Hyrulesreject.tumblr.com}
Guess who is actually doing something social today.
Guess who had the shittest day today, remind me to never leave the house again
Why do you guys have to go and reblog this.
Because it reminds us never to leave the house
(via peanutbutterbirthmark)
I cannot count how many times I’ve my life I have dared someone, BEGGED someone,
various people in fact,
to just hit me
Just to get the emotional abuse over with and make it stop.
That’s pretty fucking sad.
yo yo yo check this out peeps
left is me flexing my abs, right is me relaxing my stomach. this is after a normal day at school, my tummy full of healthy and nutritious food. i get enough fiber, i get enough protein, i get enough carbs, i get enough of every essential vitamin and nutrient. so why does this happen?
meet my awesome, amazing, super helpful gastrointestinal tract. it helps me digest food and absorb nutrients, expanding in the process. it only makes sense that my stomach would be so ‘bloated’ looking because there is food in my stomach. healthy, awesome, delicious food sitting in my small intestine and being carried to my stomach. how fabulous is that? my entire body is one big beautiful physiological biorhythm. eating disorders shouldn’t tell you otherwise, because after i’ve had ample sleep, i’ll wake up like the photo on the left after my gastrointestinal tract has finished digesting the food i ate the day before. new concept, i know.. crazy, eh?
god bless this post. that pooch is not “stomach fat” it’s called having organs and intestines hahaha
needed this x10
never stop reblogging this. So important to remember
I really miss when I was so into anime and loved watching it every single day and finishing an entire show every weekend and it was SO MUCH FUN.
Because now almost everything about anime annoys the shit out of me. Even just gifs of it are annoying.
It just can’t be realistic enough for me to get into anymore and it sucks.
Words cannot do justice to the emotions this post is making me feel. If anyone can find happiness, it’s going to be you. Because you’re working for it.
Thanks so much. ;___; I feel like I’ve worked really hard to try and be happy my whole life, and it’s never worked out that well because I was stuck in this fucking house with her.
Simple because of my mother. She did her usual daily stress relief by talking shit about me to my sister since we’re starting to move out tomorrow.
She started with:
- how I’m going to come apologizing to her for everything someday and crying when I can’t make it as an adult.
- and saying how I’ll going to be hit SO HARD by reality and how badly I’ll fail because I am spoiled and can’t do anything.
- then cried about how she has “done so much for me” even though she literally mocked me for my depression my entire life, emotionally abused me, let her boyfriends and father abused me through sexual harassment and exposure leading to YEARS OF COUNSELLING JUST TO ACCEPT THAT SEX IS OKAY AND I SHOULD NOT HAVE PANIC ATTACKS AT THE THOUGHT OF IT, and did absolutely nothing while I was cutting through high school.
- also said I’m never going to lose weight (and then started LAUGHING about my weight), even though I am jogging everyday and eating better, and she is way fatter than me and not doing anything.
Of course, my sister called her on her bullshit and defended me the whole time.
But anyway. This whole event has made me really happy, because I’ve realized she just abuses me to make herself feel better about her own shitty, horrible life.
And how I am going to be such a better adult than her, and so fucking happy. Her hate on me just FUELS me work harder and be happier.
I am a mature, almost emotionally stable, hard working adult. I take my college classes, eat the best I can, and take every extra work hour I can get so I can save the money.
Basically my life is going to kick ass now that I’m moving out on my own.
600 FOLLOWERS I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I GOT TO THIS CAPSTONE BUT WE CLIMBED THIS MOUNTAIN TOGETHER AND NOW I’M GONNA GIVE IT BACK TO YOU!
I’ll pick a total of three winners! You can get any art piece in any medium you want. I’ll draw whatever you like, but I will likely tell you if it’s not my strong point in art.
Winner #1 gets a fully-coloured, hi-res piece of anything their heart desires!
No huge groups though please
Winner #2 gets a lineart, flat-colour piece!
Winner #3 gets a detailed sketch!
- Likes and reblogs count! Reblog as much as you want I guess, annoy your followers! Just as long as it’s not like 5 times per day I guess
- You don’t have to follow me but you only qualify for a sketch if you don’t. Following me AFTER I post this will not count, sorry :,(
- Don’t reblog on a sideblog or a giveaway blog
- If you do win I do require a detailed picture or description please and thanks!!
- I’ll be holding this June 10th where I will use a random generator to pick the winners.
Good luck, and thank you all!
“you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you”
finally, after years of searching, the person with the worst life ever is found. formally, they are granted permission to be sad. but only them. only they have earned it. no sads for anyone else at all ever
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Uugghh I woke up too late to jog today and it’s ruined my whole mood.
I know I was exhausted and probably needed it, but still. ;___;